Well it has been about a week since i last journaled, today is day 15 of the 140 that Scott will be gone, this weekend we drained and refilled the pool, and drained the hot tub, i still need to refill it. Today was a councilor day today and it went awesome, she is so easy to talk to and to make laugh, i always look forward to seeing her on Tuesdays. Last night April woke up and 11 with a fever of 100.3 so i gave her some tylenol and snuggled with her for about 25 mins and then she went back down,. This morning when she woke up she was totally fine, then just about 1 hr ago she woke up again with another fever, so again with the tylenol and snuggles. Shes so cuddly and cute when she is sick, but oh man is she ever cranky.Today when the girls woke up Aggie was in a bad mood, she didnt want her bottle and she didnt want any food, so when i dropped her off at daycare i told the sitter that she was in a bad mood, but apparently she was ok all day, so when i picked her up i put her down for a nap and she slept for about 45 mins, woke up cranky and i didnt know why, so i just kept trying to feed her and get her to play but she didnt want to, so i just let her watch me cook dinner in her highchair and she finally calmed down when i gave her some frozen yogurt. Then she did not want to have a bath or go to bed, so i played with her for a bit, when i was going to put her down thats when April woke up, April just went back down again.Chase and Carson had to go to bed early because they were so tired and cranky from spending the day at the sitters and playing on the trampoline and in the dirt etc etc. Carson went on a few million time outs from when we got home at 4pm to the time he went to bed at 7pm. Same with Chase, i dont know why the feel it necessary to pick on eachother but they do it and then they dont like the consequences.The dog is being all lethargic today because of the heat, and its not even that hot out. I turned the AC on for the first time today, and we are suppose to be getting some big heat wave sometime this week, i may need to take the dog in if he doesnt start eating and drinking.I talked to Scott for a bit too, i miss him, he is my rock and my life, i dont know what i would do without him, and he loves me even with all the flaws i have. :)Well im going to go watch Hell's Kitchen now.