Well another weekend has gone by, and Scott is back in Borden. The weekend kind of sucked, it rained and was cold and was just miserable, but the boys had fun in the pool when it was nice for all of 5 minutes. LoL. We re-filled the hot tub as well, and found the boys a nice toad who Chase named Mr Toady, we also caught him some grasshoppers and he demolished the big one in one big chomp. I missed it but the boys and Scott said it was so cool.I have both boys for the rest of the week as their old daycare provider has been posted to a different base :( I am now in the process of interviewing new providers for Carson (he is 3) and am not happy with the one i saw today, her house smells funny, the kitchen is hot and cramped, the basement (where the kids play) is dirty and not carpeted, the backyard is just a big mud pit and she seems a little off. Hopefully the one i go to see tomorrow is much better and then I will be rid of him for the summer and I will only have to watch Chase during the day until he starts Senior Kindegarten in Sept.I have nothing to do during the day and I keep telling myself I should get a job, but when talking to my councillor she says I should give myself until the last day of Scott's course, that way if I breakdown again he is here to help me and I wont have to do it all myself. Taking care of the kids at night can be hectic sometimes but when they smile at me and tell me that they love me it is all worth it in the end. I love my kids more than anything in the world but like every family out there, there are times when I need some time to myself.Carson is taking a nap upstairs in his room, Chase is napping on the couch in front of me here, the dog is napping on the carpet beside me, I am looking at the nice clean house and am watching tv.The girls are at daycare and I miss them, I cant wait to pick them up at the end of the day and bring them home to watch them as they learn new things. Aggie (the smaller one) has 7 teeth and is working on her 8th, she is becoming pretty brave by letting go of things to try and walk, and she knows the sign for more. April is popping her 3rd tooth and not letting go of things yet she is content just to crawl around on the floor and play with her brothers and she also knows the sign for more. Daddy has been teaching them signs for milk and more, they are so smart.Anyway nothing much more to write about so I am just gonna go hang out outside in the nice sun.